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when you're one of those people for who emotions nip as keenly as physical touch; the littlest joys can send your spirits soaring, and the tiniest losses can cause the most lethal of heartcuts.

so in all, i just thank God, that i can feel a whole gamut of emotions and He holds my hand. (:

have you ever felt this wave of nostalgia just wash over you? i feel like i'm drowning in it. drowning in a sudden influx of memories, of feelings, emotions, thoughts, people that suddenly occupy my thoughts. it's not a pinpointable person/event/thing/whatever. it's just this sudden sense of loss; suddenly the things i miss seem to be things/people that will remain nothing more than memories. life's been good, very good in fact. and you meet so many new friends, people who make you laugh as hard. but it's not the same. life moves on, ebbs and flows. and we're expected to keep to the change in tides?

there's this really deep ache inside. not a < / 3 but an ache, for all things past and gone. stored in memories; yet indelible? that has yet to be answered.


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why?
a million whys clouding my head
turning it a grey murky mess
clouds to peek through
clouds to shelter
clouds to turn my insides helter-skelter

the kite flew once
you on the end of the string
and i twisting it around my finger
i thought you tied it on
for me
but in all truthiness
(this word does exist)
you were tugging to go
the string's broken
the kite's flown
yet still
still
i keep my fingers tightly wound

and it cuts

and all we need
is some wind
to fly my kite again
and blow my clouds
a w a y

omg i want this book!!!!!!!! plsplsplsplsplspls let borders or kino have it. plssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

hi friends this will make yr day! and if yr day can be great, why settle for good? (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NNYfZd8iV2k

[55.5] <2015 yoggi> says: that screaming thing was the BABY?!
[55.5] <2015 yoggi> says: panda babies are loud shits
fatKOKOhead* Jesus, my heart must know i'm pleasing to You (: says: WHAT THE PONGS!!
[55.5] <2015 yoggi> says: okok
[55.5] <2015 yoggi> says: loud CUTE shits

hahahahahaahahah :D

Psalm 106:1
Praise the LORD. Give thanks to the LORD, for He is good; His love endures forever.

(: all glory to God! teehee yayyyyy ((((:

andand I BE GOING TO HK/TAIWAN WITH 411 IN MAY YAYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Romans 8:28
28 And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose.

Jeremiah 29:11
11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

(:

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may sunshine always fill your heart
and rainbows paint your every morning
may thunderstorms not seek to last
and dancing be in place of mourning
may you continue to gaze upon God's works
with eyes ever as starry
and may you live and learn and love in life
and ladidumdidumdee (: