It doesn’t make sense for me to feel these tears on my face right now. But have all of you ever thought that I have my limits as well. If being ms nice girl erases all the due respect for me, then hey no more ms nice girl then. Oh, joking around you say, but does it ever strike you that jokes aren’t carried out everyday and that they are double swords drawn at the hilt as well? Oh yay joanne’s so fun to bully, let’s just insult her to her face and totally disregard what she feels and then turn around and snap when she can’t help you with a question. Oh WOW, so I’m your punching bad and information desk? Of all the things that I hate most, it’s panning people. With just you ‘loser’, ‘lousy’, ‘stupid’, don’t you know that you can just ruin someone’s day. What’s the point of putting others down? Huh, I ask you. oh no, I SHOUT at you. to show how superior you can be? Oh yes, you joke around with me, giggle along with all my jokes MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY then turn around and say that what just made you smile was so immature. Tell me, do I still want to make you smile any longer? Apparently I should still. But that, my dear friends, is called absurdity, to ask of me what you would not ask for yourself,. And I refuse. Oh but I hear you say, don’t be petty Joanne, smile, forgive and forget. Mind you, I have been smiling, forgiving and forgetting for more than enough. Would you still continue to force me to? I FLATLY refuse. If being class chair means that I have no temper, no limits to what I can accept and no respect granted, then I’m sorry, but I am every inch, every cell human as well. And all I ask is for you guys to respect me and not to freely bestow on everyone around all your ‘lousy’s and ‘loser’s. just a little respect goes a long way, y’know. and I do hope all you realise that. Now, please excuse me while I go get another packet of tissues, the current one seems to have been exhausted already.
-joanne
