haiz i have to firstly apologise to anyone who has been reading our posts (if there's actually one person bored enough to do that) about how depressing and well maybe angsty posts. oh well, but here's another such kind of posts.. continuation from the i've-been-thinking-part and well, to fulfil my role as THE co-owner.
don't u think it's sad that everyone around u might very well be putting on a mask? so as not to get hurt by others or just to well fit in with the rest, u don't even know who's the real who now... like if u really ask urself how many people u TRULY know inside out, not just the likes and everything but what he/she is (u can sense that person's feelings and mind matters), it's definitely fewer than your no. of fingers? maybe not for some lar, but i'm sure that at least for me, whenever i think i know who the person is, something just has to prove me wrong. if everyone puts on a mask, isn't this very saddening thing? or maybe a cheerful mask would keep everyone in the delusion of a perfect surrounding. if u were to just keep sulking and mulling over ur daily problems, life would be so so sad. but isn't it sadder to just try pushing aside ur real feelings and thoughts? okay.. this sounds like some kind of stream of consciouness, maybe it's sleep taking over me. but anyway, i think this is really selfish, but there are times when u wish others ard u will just open up and be the real person they are, but at the same time, u don't dare to open up for fear of getting hurt, so when is this viscious cycle going to stop? oh no.. i'm just making everyone more depressed. shall stop here then. don't bother about my ramblings, they're just random stuff that pop up in my brain all the time. well, at least i've written something!
- pris
