you know, i've been thinking [yes, i do think haha]. about friendship and relationships and all the other -ships. it's like quite deep if you actually do take the time one of these days and just sit down and think. just letting my mind wonder on its own free will, well, with still a leash on i suppose. to prevent any untoward strayings of mental footsteps into those AHEM censored places i guess. HAHA. :) oh right, back to the -ships. it's like you can call someone your very best, your closest friends for pretty much quite a number of years. then when you separate, you realise you never really knew the person at all. as in, it seems that all that your -ship was based upon was just the fact that you were in the same school? or just had some common place where you met. and without that foundation anymore, everything just crumbles. and you find yourself wondering, DID i really know this person.. haha, maybe all this is really dohh to some of our ahem AVID READERS out there =), but i guess the simplest facts of life only really become clear when you understand, really understand it. just realised like i never really thought like REALLY thought about stuff. just like stuff it somewhere in the darkest recesses of my mind and there it stays. hah, don't care larh, i shall just stuff all these back again and until my brain bulges out then i'll take it out and MAYBE really go and examine them again. IF i want to. :)

i thought i knew you. i really thought i did. then as i look at you again, the person i thought i used to know seemed never to have existed. or maybe it's just because i'm myopic

-anne