after having stood like a scarecrow for 8 hours straight, appeared to be a really boring parrot that kept repeating "welcome" and "have a nice day", stoned infront of ringing telephone besides gossipy operators, attempting to push open a 1000 tonnes heavy glass door every single second, wad else erm yar and walking on terribly uncomfortable shoes, i've concluded that working is totally not fun. haix, and this was how my first day doing WEP at conrad hotel started off. oh well basically we were supposed to be at the front desk (u think of sth super nice: asking guests for their room numbers blahblah) but NOO... in the end, u feel realyl super extra. and i've decided that wearing court shoes equals to courting death. i can hardly walk in them, looking more like a waddling duck. well, enough of the complaints, there's still another 9 more days to go! and 8 hrs each time! which means 72 hrs of free child labour! now tell me who in the right mind would have agreed to this, me sadly.
okay moving away from the crappy day that i had just gone thru, i suddenly feel really selfish. it's like i'm always stuck in my own hole of problems, thinking that everything revolving ard me is so important and significant that i've just ignored the feelings of others. well the person i'm really sorry and indebted to would most probably not be reading this, but i still like to say that i'm really sorry, i nv meant to ignore ur feelings. i c an't believe i was so insensitive to make such a decision, nv spared a thought for you. i think the worst is to ever hurt someone without knowing it, i think wadever i do will not be able to make up for it. i'm truly sorry. wad kind of friend am i lar.
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