a guy who makes you cry is not worth your tears.

oh man it's the sweetest thing i've heard today (:

and i'm just so sorry. there's so many things i want to say, so many things i want my actions to speak so loudly to you. but i'm just so scared and so unsure and so worried it'll all be so extra.

expectations are good in their own right but sometimes the higher you dream the harder you fall.

and i know it's been really childish of me, but she's everything i'm not, and sometimes it seems we're on totally different planes of existance.

3 more chances for me to right it all after dryrun2. and i pray i'll stop screwing things up ):

pris' no. 10 never seems to be advice come a little too late.

and how i wish i'll just get under all my layers of onion-ness and unease and shyness and abcdefgness and know what to do whenever you're around. sometimes i wonder if i'm just daft, those i love, they'll never know because they are privy to a whole host of weird treatments to cover up the very fact they mean so much to me. maybe the insecurity of not knowing how you feel tips the balance overly.

oh well.

oh Lord You've searched me,
You know my ways,
even when i fail You,
i know You love me.
i know You love me

-anne