how far does being nice go?

to the extent that you feel SO ANGRY with friends but it always seems like IT'S YOUR FAULT and you APOLOGISE OVER AND OVER and you feel like A SCRUNCHED UP BALL

or to the extent that your views are NOT THEIR VIEWS and just because of that YOUR'E WRONG

or to the extent that you feel the need to MAKE THEM HAPPY ALL THE TIME, stick to THEIR EXPECTATIONS and NEVER SHOW when you're angry

or to the extent that you can only resort to CRYING HOT ANGRY TEARS and scribbling in your NOTEBOOK DURING LECTURES

how far does suanning go?