and suddenly, sitting here beyond the magical moments of 11:11, i don't feel up to going for tomorrow's event. i know it'll be great fun because of the company and everything everyone has worked so hard for is coming to fruition. but sometimes, i wonder if i just stay home, probably no one will notice. until maybe someone needs a scissors or something and i was supposed to bring the scissors then oh shoots where is that dumb girl and then maybe they realise i'm not there for 30 seconds.

i'm in a mood now. cause i hate it when i seem to pick vibes up and then i dont know what to do about them. especially when the vibes make me feel like i've done something wrong. but i dont know yet vaguely might know what it is.

who knows? maybe i just wont turn up tomorrow and you wont even realise.

until the scissors are needed, that is.

or i will. and the silly smile that never quite reaches my eyes stays plastered on and raucous laughter spews from these lips and merry-making ensues. but the soul cries. oh it weeps. in recognition.

oh guesswork. why dont you try the below?
<[accidentally]3 lovehate

-anne

thankyou handsome (: