you know i cant decide between a veryvery happy post about how spoiled i am wrt my extended birthday celebrations or a rawrish one because of what im feeling now.

okay i decided to go with the rawrish one cause i need to give words to what im feeling NAO and i dont have all the photos from bday celebs so yes. this is going to be a very linguistically-challenged post so stop here if you cant stand mindless drivel.

eh why you still reading!



you like mindless drivel ah?






dont bluff.






i know you're bluffing. stop it.







okay not funny hahahahhahahahah. that shook me out of my rawrishness abit yay very good HAHAHHAHHAH welldone joanne you are a good self-motivator.

anyway. i think i'm one of those people who totally needs ALONE TIME. me time to MYS EFL. away from every single thing/person. sorry i love everyone alotalotalotalot and i mean it from the bottom of my heart but i think i'm going to totally lose it if i dont get to hermitcrabise myself SOON. even away from my family yes i just want time to MYSELF. to not talk to anyone, ignore smses/calls from my phone/ be SUPER ANTISOCIAL. reminds me of how we were discussing this last yr after - witnessed my total teary breakdown with the too many-commitments-on-my-plate fiasco which seems to repeat itself sporadically.

sorry world i'm just very tired of you.