i think i'm tired.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GRlz64jPrrw

was pseudo-dancing PSEUDO haha to this on the mrt when it came on shuffle. and i miss the familiar days of being spoonfed. and of green skirts and white untucked blouses. of falling off canteen chairs from laughing too hard. michael jackson drinks. "lai boyyyy order". red apple da bei sao ping jia nata bu yao tang! (haha juks). secret toilets. naughty classes chem lec group. morning sv sessions. amphi theatre - both the awesome and the painful. a millionmillion more.

remember the past. cherish the present. and eagerly anticipate the future i guess.

but now, i dont know why. i just dont feel up to be energised. to be the kooky crazy woohoo one, to be the sensible, responsible, dependable one. to be any form of pillar of support.

today's today. and i'll let myself be. but tomorrow will be better and God's still in control. :)