came across a very exceedingly distant junior's blog (in all sparseness of the definition of junior) and was extremely blessed by it. by his maturity and spiritual insights and also the rawness of it, the honesty of how hard and trying life is. and the reality of how it's more than okay to need help, that we'll always need help from above, from the One who holds us through everything.

the joy of the Lord's my strength, and i'm going to be a sunbeam for Him!(: throw away what the world expects, what all the different conflicting noise say, and listen to His still small voice. i want to be a vessel for God, for Him to use me to touch those around me, to show His love through me.

i think sometimes i'm envious of people who, by the grace of God, have found what 1 corinthians 13 talk about. but everything's in His time, for He makes all things good (:

need to sit down with my head and heart right before God and process what 2010's going to mean for me. i cant plan the future, but i can very well commit it all into His hands and live everyday to the utmost, to the fullest for Jesus (((: for He says that " I've come that they may have life, and have it abundantly"

HOOORAY! (: