when i'm feeling like bubblegumpop, spiced with more than a good bout of headbanging and generally feeling like i can play imaginary guitar riffs on the sidewalk and everyone will blur like in my very own music video

i'm ritually getting hooked to new teenybopper headbanging guitar riffing songs like avril's the best **** thing (i censor in my head okay) and taylor swift's you belong with me

SHE WEARS SHORT SKIRTS I WEAR TEESHIRTS
SHE'S CHEER CAPTAIN AND I'M ON THE BLEACHERSSSSSS
DREAMING ABOUT THE DAY WHEN YOU'LL WAKE UP AND FIND THAT WHAT YOU'RE LOOKING FOR IS HERE THE WHOLE TIMEEEEEEE

*air guitar!!!!!*

on a related but irrelevant note, whenever saturday rolls around and mock credits roll in my head the theme song's always the boys are back HAHAHAH what a riot i laugh hahaha funny what

toodles!!

you're never really ever alone (:


6 Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you." - Deuteronomy 31:6

You can have the prettiest clothes in the world, travelled to the furthest ends of the world, possess the greatest talent amongst many, but yet still feel so empty when you don't have someone you can share your life with, share your thoughts with, talk to the whole night, lean on the shoulder to cry upon.

Within your heart, keep one still, secret spot where dreams may go.
– louise driscoll

all these are my own works from the rubber stamping workshop with 137 at ms koh's house! super duper uber funnxorrs :D the designs are the stamps, but the colours of the designs and words and the shades are all done by meeeee kay :D ayam v proud of them as you can tell haha

i wonder how thomas edison felt after he invented the lightbulb. exhilaration, pride, relief, thankfulness..

i wonder if he ever felt scared to try another project. scared that hey, even if he could do it once, doesn't mean he could do it again. scared of being a one-hit wonder.

sometimes, i think, we're more afraid of our talents than what we dont have. what we never had, we can never lose. but what was once our crowning glory can just slip from our grasp.

pen to paper, i think sometimes i'm scared i'll lose my voice that flowed through ink. the part of me that seemed to engage all my attention as alphabets conjoined into words, weaving prose that looked like poetry in certain lights.
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in a dusty corner of the attic
a kite dangles limply from a hook
muted colours softly fading into the woodwork
it flew just once,
but not again
because
what if it never flew as high as it did before?
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oosh. not pessimistic, but pensive haha. i think i like writing because lessons we glean from life seem to stick better to paper than they do to our heads haha.

HI IM BACK!! AND IM PHAT!! AND MY LUGGAGE WENT FROM 9KG TO 17.8KG WHEN I CAME BACK HAHAHAHA. POSTULATES THAT I BOUGHT 10KG OF CLOTHES. G THINKS I SMUGGLED CUTE TAIWAN BOYS BACK -.- (they're gg to be pretty underweight) AND IM TERRIBAD AT BUYING SOUVENIRS ): BUT I HAVE PHOTOS!

i'll put them up soon! thanksgiving must be in order! (:

thank God for:
perfect weather
smooth customs transition
NO QUARANTINE!!! HAHAHAHA
great food
brilliant shopping
awesome company (((: <3
new friends in taiwan no less haha :D
extended wardrobe
HEINEKEN HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (no we didnt drink no worries)
FOOOD!
safe flight there and back! (esp when i flew back ALONEEEEE from taiwan to hk and transited ALL BY MYSELF im so proud)

thank God! ((:

eggcited!! just imagine. 10 girls bumbling about in taiwan/hk. AND HAVING THE TIME OF THEIR LIFES. just delicious. i'm so thankful (: thank you God, for love's really in the details. thank You for always taking care of them. (:

MISSES! KISSES! BISES! FISHES!! hahahah

i'm going to master breathe by taylor swift on the guitar, even though the lyrics are quite.. unlyrical. haha but the guitar riffs are suuuperb! and fearless too! haha guitar tuition anyone? :D and i HAVE to wrap my mind around collide cause so far i can only play the intro -.-, but apparently the entire song IS THE INTRO REPEATED -.- -.- -.- teehee.

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and just saying, that's not love.

two words: 17 again

one word: husband

one action: faints

to infinity and beyond! words: 17 again (and again and again and again and again and again...)

oh and check out the retro-ed hair he sported in the early bits of the show. i was like NO OH PLEASE FLOPPY HAIR FTW

i dare say dresses have got a wholly unwholesome hold (say that out loud) on me. a presently enjoyable, though frivolous pursuit that seems wont to ensnare me in its invitingly lustrous folds.

if you think me strange in the way of language i am currently uttering, blame not the influenced, but the influence!

hahah ok i shall quit the flowery language now. it's Jane Eyre! the influence that i speak so highly of haha. it's awesome to read, gripping in its storyline and makes you ponder the sentence structure and the way the author phrases emotions and thoughts. gives one a sort of childish joy at being able to make intelligent the long rambling sentences she writes of.

ANYWAY! the purpose of this post was to show the gorgeous dresses (and 1 top) that i'm besotted with. darn the internet. DARN ONLINE SHOPS. DARN ASOS WITH THEIR BEGUILING DRESSES!

LOOK AT THEM CAN YOU NOT IMAGINE THEIR FINERY!!! :O



and i've saved the best for last! i lovelovelove this colour this dress!



okay, i bet you think me a frivolous creature of shallow taste with little depth of mind. but think what you may, for i'm not disposed to write my innermost thoughts on a page such as this. okay jane eyre has too great an influence on me, i shall quit this page now hahaha.

I LOVE THIS. YOGGI ROCKS

and grace is the bomb. i dont know whether to be pleased or not HAHA:
msg 1: In celebration of zac efron's new movie 17 Again, does his wife want to treat me to watching his movie?
msg 2: I don't mind watchign w you cuz i'm free anw. But you treat me! I dont want to waste money watching zac efron ahah. Cheapo i know BUT THAT'S HIS VALUE TO ME :P WHAT THE PONGS!!

okay bye im going to stop posting for 1 week haha

today i laughed like JELLY. like crying jelly. omg and all the quotable quotes! cheryl and jess omg. "I WANT PRATA WITHOUT OIL!" "EAT DOUGH!" and a million other things and when our tissue prata came looking like some COLLAPSED TENT it totally took the mickey out of all of us. ahahahahahah and yane is forbidden from setting up the fb group, do YOU laugh at tissue prata? joannechan does. please support this lost cause. and we're going FEESHING NEXT WEEEEEKKKK!!! :D and jon is the awesome look at this

yane: "eh what time you gg army ah?"
jon: "er donch noe leh"
norman: "what school ah. school 2 is it?"
jon: "er donch noe leh. i think school 1 la"
jon: "or maybe school 2"
yane: "scarli you had to book in ytd lor"
jon: " er donch noe leh"
*PREGNANT PAUSE*
jon: "EH DONT LIKE THAT LA!!!!"

hahahaahahahahaahhahahaahahahh and when norman drove us home it was INSANE. i think i shall postpone all notion of driving lessons hahaha

oh eww gross. yuckxors.
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in other news, shift 6 shift 6!! :D

ohpongsicntblvidrmntbty tllmwhyimy

dnttrytxtrplt,dntrdmningsntowhrthrrnne

imy?

when you're one of those people for who emotions nip as keenly as physical touch; the littlest joys can send your spirits soaring, and the tiniest losses can cause the most lethal of heartcuts.

so in all, i just thank God, that i can feel a whole gamut of emotions and He holds my hand. (:

have you ever felt this wave of nostalgia just wash over you? i feel like i'm drowning in it. drowning in a sudden influx of memories, of feelings, emotions, thoughts, people that suddenly occupy my thoughts. it's not a pinpointable person/event/thing/whatever. it's just this sudden sense of loss; suddenly the things i miss seem to be things/people that will remain nothing more than memories. life's been good, very good in fact. and you meet so many new friends, people who make you laugh as hard. but it's not the same. life moves on, ebbs and flows. and we're expected to keep to the change in tides?

there's this really deep ache inside. not a < / 3 but an ache, for all things past and gone. stored in memories; yet indelible? that has yet to be answered.


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why?
a million whys clouding my head
turning it a grey murky mess
clouds to peek through
clouds to shelter
clouds to turn my insides helter-skelter

the kite flew once
you on the end of the string
and i twisting it around my finger
i thought you tied it on
for me
but in all truthiness
(this word does exist)
you were tugging to go
the string's broken
the kite's flown
yet still
still
i keep my fingers tightly wound

and it cuts

and all we need
is some wind
to fly my kite again
and blow my clouds
a w a y

omg i want this book!!!!!!!! plsplsplsplsplspls let borders or kino have it. plssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

hi friends this will make yr day! and if yr day can be great, why settle for good? (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NNYfZd8iV2k

[55.5] <2015 yoggi> says: that screaming thing was the BABY?!
[55.5] <2015 yoggi> says: panda babies are loud shits
fatKOKOhead* Jesus, my heart must know i'm pleasing to You (: says: WHAT THE PONGS!!
[55.5] <2015 yoggi> says: okok
[55.5] <2015 yoggi> says: loud CUTE shits

hahahahahaahahah :D

Psalm 106:1
Praise the LORD. Give thanks to the LORD, for He is good; His love endures forever.

(: all glory to God! teehee yayyyyy ((((:

andand I BE GOING TO HK/TAIWAN WITH 411 IN MAY YAYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Romans 8:28
28 And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose.

Jeremiah 29:11
11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

(:

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may sunshine always fill your heart
and rainbows paint your every morning
may thunderstorms not seek to last
and dancing be in place of mourning
may you continue to gaze upon God's works
with eyes ever as starry
and may you live and learn and love in life
and ladidumdidumdee (:

just to rush off a quick post, i'm still itching to do my arty-farty-crafty post but that sadly has been placed on the backburner because yous truly is now

EMPLOYED! hahaha. and the timing is so precisely specific that it's definitely God's hands guiding every moment of my life. and i'm so thankful! cause right as you know, i didnt want to jump into working so soon after the terror of As so turned down tip. didn't want to commit 9-5 for like 6 mths for an office job so there you go, i was happily hobnobbing around for 2 mths, having fun, going out, SUPPORTING THE ECONOMY. come to think of it, i had a job. i was the ECONOMY-SUPPORTER.

woots. and i didnt even need to take econs HAHA :D so yes then after 2 mths of being a sloth and generally abiding to my every whim and fancy, it all kinda got old. and sian. so registered with a few tuition agencies and thank God! the reply was so super fast so now i'm energised and raring to go, having slacked enough and now promptly and meaningfully occupied. yay!! so tuition 5 times a week now and later going down for interview with singapore children's society to help as a volunteer! i hope my schedule can fit their's though )):

so so thankful (: totally needn't have worried haha silly homo sapiens.

anyway! i cant take it i must post something to do with the crafts post, a sneak peek if you wish hahah.



this was totally cut out of paper. and peter callensen is a professional paper-cutter. how cool a profession is that! the intricate and delicate beauty of the entire paper structure is almost like prose shot through the heart to reveal poetry. love it love it. can view more of his works at http://www.petercallesen.com/index.html (: