our squashies fareewell! i just realised i've TONS of photos that i've yet to post like A GAZZILION. :D i feel like such a camwhore haha but i love taking photos, especially when everyone is high and happy and you can just reminisce abt the good ol' days :D

LOVES AND HUGGS TO POXY, BELLE, YUJIA for all the wacko moments during squash, the wheezing and complaining and starvation during pts and court sessions! and when you tried to imagine zainal's or some poor person's face on the wall, so we'll supposedly hit harder :D :D :D

oh mannn i miss squash! i miss hitting with the sweet spot and getting that OH-SO-WONDERFUL twanggggggggg and when the ball just zips past into the back court. BRILLIANT. :D

HAHAHAHAHA when i saw this pic i was like :D :D :D :D sam and lenard's gayness were so totally random and side-splittingly funny we all would just totally crack up :D haha [insert lenard's ROMANS 1 ARH! ] i miss malacca camp sososososo much! it totally brought sam, van, lenard, dino and me so much closer together and it made us realise how much could be done to make cell so much warmer and closer <3>

and this just brings back memories on how we ALMOST VERY NEARLY got mugged/hunted down/killed when we very sneakily snuck out past midnight to go to macs for food and talk. WAH SEHH. and how the guys were so sweet and protective when they walked us really quickly back to the hotel :D haha they all formed this circle of protection around me and van and escorted us all the way back even though all of us were scared out of our wits. <3

oh boy. see that's why i love photos, they just bring back so many fun brillaint awesome gorgeous memories :D

and today we had our first frisbee non-official training! and i prolly fell down.

SPLAT.

so now my knees and elbow and palm are all scratched up ><>

-anne

but if your heart's not in it for realplease don't try to fake what you don't feelif love's already goneit's not fair to lead me oncause i would give the whole world for youanything you ask of me i'd dobut i won't ask you to stayi'd rather walk awayif your heart's not in it

i haven't uploaded my photos from immerse-emerge camp! oh myy i miss IE camp! and i lubbs every single one of the leaders! all the late nights, SNAKE ALERTS :D, crappy nametags :D
haha and this is one crappy photo :D ALL BECAUSE OF YANE LEE. we didn't know what pose to take so he smartly yelled :"everyone point at joanne!" so smartxx. so i'm the designated clown. BRILLIANT, i say :D

and you're only almost here


SCHOOL'S OUT! but somehow i don't feel as happy as i normally did in pri school. haha but thinking back, i always felt saddened about leaving p6gep, 1-2-3-411 and now dearly beloved 6Q! i reallyreallyreallyreally love 6Q. with all of my heart. even though there're days when it gets crummy, there're more CRUMBLY days when we collapse in fits of laughter. haha okay analogy void. :D but i just woke up today and was like "HOLIDAYS!" then "no more 6Q from mon-fri! *gasps*" and then the most startling realisation of all "1/4 OF RJ LIFE IS OVERRRRRR."


GASPS


i can't believe how time flies when you're really having fun [or how time's fun when you're having flies -kermit the frog] but i'm really in 6Q-withdrawal now.


HEARTS AND LOVE TO 6Q-ians! <333


crap pongss! my hols are just fizzling away i MUST mug! and have brilliant awesome relaxing outings tooooooooooo! with 6Q [DUH] :D [someone organise!], 411! [pongs i'm organising! :D], p6gep!, REDBLOODCELL! [ps concert!!], random frisbee training :D, and SHOPPING OUTINGS! yooohooooos. :)


God's been awesome, and He cares sosososo much for me, and i just know that all His plans for me are good and true and that He just loves me dearly. He's just been blessing me with so much love and optimism and just laughter :D and i want to want to share more about Him to the world! :D


i'm so in love with life

So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it


How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love


Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love


So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love


Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love


These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
ever alone, no, no


Come on, Come
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love


Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love


no i'm not in a crush-schmush mood :D haha okay larh I CRUSH JESUS! YAYNESS. and life's just bee-you-tee-full!


-anne

yesterday was brilliant! i love church and everyone from redbloodcell, even though yesterday ALL THE GIRLS pangseh-ed me and i was the only girl at cell and they BULLY me! say i'm half-guy now HAHA. I'M SURE. :D then testerday's quiet time was THE BEST in ages, i just spent time i prayer, just praying for those i love, for them to grow closer to God, to get to know God on a more intimate level. and i just felt so at peace with the whole world, and felt so secure, like God was just holding me in the palm of His hands. :)

mm i went to school today with the lightest feeling ever. even though it got clouded over A LITTLE by coughcough a mission i had to do COUGHCOUGH. haha grace and lei! :D

mm then it got REALLY CRUMMY just cause of something. :( and it just shattered my composure for the better part of the day. i don't know why it just seared my heart when i heard those words. and now i know how to refute samphua's claim that i can be half-guy now cause my psyche and a guy's psyche are totallyTOTALLY different. this post could turn out to be really emo and angsty. and i knew i was scribbling away random poems and line after line of hurt, bellying the flood of tears i knew would just spill over if i didn't scribble fast enough.

maybe you think you've got me all figured out, that who i am and what i stand for is just all out there. plain and explicit for you to dissect. and you think you know my intentions behind what i do. and it hurts because i don't think you do. and when i realised the sarcasm embedded in your comment, it was just numbness numbness numbness before the hurt came flooding back.

OKAY i shall stop all the angsting. NOW. even though i want/need an avenue for all these. but i shan't continue. :'( and i really thank God for the people in my life whom i love sososo much, especially pox, lei, grace, tim for today. <3

i realise i need love too

and since i told lei i'd quote her, haha here it is! of the "tall, dark, and not so handsome"

-anne

and i'll just close my eyes, wish you away, and send those words spinning spinning spinning away into nothingness

BRILLIANT DANCE NIGHT PHOTOS! with pretty lei and cheryl! :D

i want to say more but i shall just ABCDEFG [...] I WONT BE!

bleah.

but i love grace bigbig, she saved me so manymany times. and i love changs too, she knows what it's like :) i love siti cause she's my newly wed wife. and i love jooks because she tells me lame jokes so it cools the atmosphere after ive heated it up :))))))) haha oh and i love the spider who tried to make a web in zhuang's hair :D

-anne