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i realised i've been super lazy to put photos hahah but! i was just looking at the camp shots and omg hilarious to the maxxxxxx and eh exclusive 5ofus hello our outing!?!?! haha i miss you alll alotalotalottt all our recess chats and laughing till WE (not me, WE) fall off our chairs! okay so abit of photos now cause poxpox says she neh see the fb ones haha.

oceans TWELVE! hahaha ingenious pose right :D david's just uh really bad at counting hahah daaaavviiidddd and goolliiaaaatthhhhhhhhh

You are here, in our midst,
how we've waited for moments like these
have Your way, in this place
Holy Spirit come move as You wish.
we are changed as You move in our midst

just a quick update about purity camp, it was truly awesome! Thank God for oceans' 12; with our remodelled raffles cheer HAHA, double connotations of FTP!!!! and DON'T DON'T DGU!!!!! dancing KINGS, act cute number poses thought up by GUYS, level 1 2 3 4 PIGS, eugene's pig face, 'eh handphone/picture, please tell that level 4 pig ah that he makes too much noise and humans dont talk to him leh!', charity's PROJECT GOLIATH!! (hahahahahahaah sam you'll understand when you see the photos :D), chinxiang's jiang zhen de, jiang zhen de, and a million other wodnerfulwonderfulwonderful moments, the games, the fellowship, the fun, the cheering...

but most importantly, and without this, the camp would have just been another camp, was the presence of God. and how he touched each of us in His own special way, breakthroughs and revelations, insights and understanding the true righteousness of Jesus that we are all clothed with, His faithfulness and the purity that both guys and girls can examplify. Thank God for the conviction for the inspiration to live my life in His light, for I've been ransomed at a heavy price.

the importance of not being unequally yoked. and of being yoked with a truly God-fearing, God-loving and God-chasing one. and He guards my heart now (:

and i will be white as snow,
i will be pure as gold,
Jesus my heart must know i'm pleasing to You

i give my life, my all,
taking the Cross, i will follow,
Jesus my heart must know i'm pleasing to You

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hahahahahahaaah BEST LAUGH IN AGES

AYE MUNNA EET CHOO

AYE DONCH MUNNA DO KOLIDGE APPREKATIOX

AYAM LOOZING MAI HED

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haha i really dont want to do uni apps! omg save mee meesiam meepok meerebus meepok eeniMEEnimainimo. i want to go back to sewing my cake! haha yes i sew cakes. felt cakes! haha. okay fine i go do uni apps NAO. 1 jan deadline is a farce please. haha and when pris comes back i'll be gone! ): so our baking how how how!!!

aha! i bake NAO i eat NAO she comes back we bake again i eat again! brilliant. and the whole world is going away away away.

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the capacity within me to frivolously fritter time away is astoundingly frightening. and there's this uncoded yearning within me to do something PROPER, something benefitting others, something that will cost me my time, efforts, brainpower, channelled to a cause that's larger than my puny existence.

i've dreamnt about coordinating a whole new food redistribution scheme, shared about the whys and wherefors with cell, maybe now it's time to act upon it. it's easy to push things to when "i'll be free-er", when my life seems less cluttered, less filled with so many things in my planner. but it's going to just be another ride around the entire circumference of the rainbow without realising there's no pitstop.

it's been 18 years. i dont want to be 36 and numbly realise that 18 + 18 is just 36 and the arithmetic progression continues undeterred. i'm scared to even start on it. but i bet David was quaking in his gladiators (which btw are the most unfashionable fashion statement ever) when he faced Goliath. But he went ahead, cause he knew God had his back. and He has mine too (:

making choices

a football gathering, an all guys' stayover

dinner with jc classmates, lunch with sec 4 friends

it's not how much time spent together

but sometimes

(i just wish)

it was the excuses you used that hurt me deep down

i exist ok

sometimes

(i just wish)

i was recognised.

maybe it's too soon

but i just hope it'll never be too late.

thank god this blog is locked up.

is it possible to miss a feeling you've never felt before?

i officially hate all my prom photos RARRRR. if you want a picture of a logcake with bloodred lips feel free to ask. it'll help immensely in any ghost productions. arghhhh i'm never ever doing makeup ever ever againn. rarrr ):