sometimes i wonder what God has planned out. what He has in store. cause i cant seem to see beyond my two feet. to see beyond what i feel.

Your word is a lamp unto my feet and a light for my path. and even though sometimes Your ways, i cannot understand, i'll never walk away because my future's in Your hands.

credits to planetshakers. kudos kredos kredits.

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nights world

i'm so tired. sometimes i feel as though my time is being divided out into infinitesimally small portions and parceled out to various commitments, people and obligations.

Let T be time, where dT is an infinitesimally small segment that doesn't seem to mean much on its own. but oh go ahead and take its summation and this girl sometimes feels like she can never really match up. there's always more she can do, more she can contribute, more she SHOULD contribute.

i'm beginning to see why it's prudent and wise when the Bible teaches that God's expectations should be the only focus of our lives. cause it makes things all the more clearer, with one ultimate focal point as the rest will fall into place on their own. trying to meet the expectations of everyone will really only befuddle and addle our minds even more so.

Lord i give You my heart
i give You my soul
i live for You alone

every breath that i take
every moment i'm awake
Lord have Your way in me

sometimes. i just want the license to be pensive and quiet.

the geek in me goes awww

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teehee :D

roarrrrr. i hate cramps. :(( :'( STUPID OSCILLATIONS AND BIG T hahhaha i miss lei siti grace jukie :(

i want green skirts and white blouses and watercooler escapades and walking through the canteen on the way to pe and chionging to library to kope MY TABLE ahahah and writing on each others' lecture notes and pulling skirts and coming up with names for teachers and windy benches and silly classboys doing stupid things like fishing for bangl*s and makign holes in walls and hiding things in the ceiling and walking down the long path to j8 andandand

my sister can be quite cute hahaha she called me jojojiejie awww *heart melt* teehee

cause everyone needs a friend to hold, when it's cold outside and there's no place to go

corrinne may roxxorrrssssss! love how her lyrics meld so many reminders of God's Word into it as well :)

please God, take control, of every single detail in my life. cause You alone are God and im not. hold my hand and guide me for You're my Good Shepherd (:

boys like girls sing of paper bags and plastic hearts. but here's talking about paper cuts and paper tears.

unwieldy scissors in arts and crafts
snip a gnashing hole in paper parts
slicing through deep red,
splicing through paper-thin masks.
pulp ripping through the fibres
holes
tears in the paper
paper tears

came across a very exceedingly distant junior's blog (in all sparseness of the definition of junior) and was extremely blessed by it. by his maturity and spiritual insights and also the rawness of it, the honesty of how hard and trying life is. and the reality of how it's more than okay to need help, that we'll always need help from above, from the One who holds us through everything.

the joy of the Lord's my strength, and i'm going to be a sunbeam for Him!(: throw away what the world expects, what all the different conflicting noise say, and listen to His still small voice. i want to be a vessel for God, for Him to use me to touch those around me, to show His love through me.

i think sometimes i'm envious of people who, by the grace of God, have found what 1 corinthians 13 talk about. but everything's in His time, for He makes all things good (:

need to sit down with my head and heart right before God and process what 2010's going to mean for me. i cant plan the future, but i can very well commit it all into His hands and live everyday to the utmost, to the fullest for Jesus (((: for He says that " I've come that they may have life, and have it abundantly"

HOOORAY! (:

Show me Your ways, O Lord,
teach me Your paths;
guide me in your truth and teach me,
for You are God my Saviour,
and my hope is in You all day long.
- psalm 25:4-5

and one of my all time favourite verses!

Trust in the Lord with all Your heart and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight.
- proverbs 3:5-6

to the pongs with confusion and meandering paths, and trusting in God ftw!

last week of the holsssssssssssssss pongs pongs pongs quickly playyyy and enjoy the last remaining months of being a teen! hahaha im going to treasure being a wilful kid for just that much longer. well, after i settle cors and admin duties haha roars then yay, play, make my day!!!11one hahaha :D