i have manymanymany events to blog about! frisbee j2 farewell, random class antics, longlonglong ago shps nat day, teachers' day and LEIPINGPONGPIANG's BIRTHDAY! but now cannotcannot blog )): i be sad. but soon! so anyway, nowww

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRINCESS LEI SUGAR COATED CANDY MARSHMALLOW TAN! plsccm!

haha and i can't believe i gave jukie the idea of a compliment coupon. I DIE ALR. haha but it's okay lei i love you bighumougousenormous! may your days of 17-ness be awesome! (((:

i have many pictures to post. but it'll have to wait (:


And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it
You kept me guessing and now I'm destined
to spend my time missing you
I almost wish you would've loved me too

words of wisdom indeed. i cannot agree more than the assertion that there is indeed a practically invisible line between love and hate. i guess the two emotions are rather extreme, but the truth remains that humans, selfish as we are, channel our strongest emotions to the other end if not reciprocrated. since you have already given in at least deep down, and the other party simply fools around with it or fails to sense it, well wouldn't you feel frustrated, disappointed and then totally put off? haha i guess if you dont' understand what i'm blabbering about, forgive girls. they are really complicated beings. and it just popped into my mind 'ignorance is bliss'. i argue otherwise though. the ignorant perceive bliss.

Pensive Pris

i smiles at you and the world is alwights (:

there's really a very fine, thin line between love and dislike. haha as coughsomeonehasanalysedcough :] but sometimes i feel this strange tenacity, this elasticity to love infinitely and passionately and to feel so irked to the very depths of my soul. i think i'm just beginning to grasp my own concept of love and obviously i'm not going to try to decipher it here in this great, vast unknown (:

but i've been thinking.

everyone's getting attached leftrightcentreupsidedown and obviously there's the pressure to capitulate. but everytime i feel my heart waver, i feel it try to hop, jump, skip away from me, it's nonetheless reined in by questions that keep me grounded. if i'm as yet unable to fully love God, my friends, my family, my dearest dearest close ones to the extent that they should and they DESERVE to be loved, what gives me the right to think i can love someone else as fiercely and as strongly as what they should truly receive?

precisely, i don't have such liberties. YET. :D but if it's just a headlong blindless plummage into loverland, it's really not the least bit fair to him or to myself. obviously i'll never be perfect enough but it'll work out. in His own special time (((:

so till then! i'll entrust my heart to God and just know that someday OVER THE RAINBOW :D you'll see.

fleeting thoughts

haven't blogged for sometime, quite apparently i was ultra pissed off with swearish ppl the last time, yup but i'm in a rather gd mood now, haha finally gao ding int hist essay, eom, parts of written report.. basically cleared the stuff at hand. but sometimes u wonder, do u live each day simply to fulfil the stuff dumped onto u from ytd, and thinking abt tmr's more work? sounds like a narrow-minded ant always hurrying abt his daily duties without appreciating the bigger picture. but then again, wad does bigger picture equal to for us? our idealistic dreams? our childhood aspirations? our simple wish to be loved and love? aiyoh i can feel myself practically floating in mid-air, cos we ultimately have to be jiao ta shi di. the reality is promos are in 4 weeks' time. :(

Poetic Pris (haha nice alliteration!)

i absolutely abhor and detest and am repelled by people who swear unceasingly without rhyme or reason for purely the sake of lacing their conversations with this so-called sophisticated air. you know what? they are awfully wrong! it just makes them seem terribly uncouth people who have no sense of propriety and gets on my nerves big time!

PissedoffPris

sometimes when i say my shoulders ache
it just means
DON'T. TOUCH. ME.

and i'm going to be a stick in the mud,
i'm going to be utterly fiery and feisty
and stick my chin out at the world.
and i'm going to stick by what i believe in
for that's what makes me ME
and i fully intend to stay that way
mugger or otherwise
noone's cramping my style
SO. THERE.

aiyoh. ghost!

our VERY SMALL class sitting at the track!

MACHO girls and uh STAMFORD RAFFLES guys? :D

photo spreeeeeeee! but alot of photos are BLURRY ))))))))))))): aieessss, see la bad photographer! haha ooops later someone come and chui me! :]

anyways, can still make out our handsome/chio faces, so all's well! haha i think i still have QUITE ALOT of other photos unposted and posts unfinished! ): but haha let the photos speak for themselves, since my manymanymany photos are in such hot demand, i shall accede to all the fan requests :D

heh. and i love musicals! especially old Broadway ones, like the ones they show on Arts Central, those in b&w. Singing in the Rain was like my first musical and i absolutely fell in love with the songs and dancing and the way the plot unfolded through theatrics and drama and music! sure beats any old cinema movie ANY DAY :D and My Fair Lady was awesome too, haha brings to mind sec 3 [P.R.OD.U.C.T.I.O.N.]! so please, people with nice taste and who want to make me extremely happy, wave those musical tickets! and i wanna watch Annie! the song's uber cutexxxxxxxxx :D

-anne

just one look and i can hear a bell ring

one more look and i forget everything

oh oh oh oh

mamma mia, here i go again!

P6GEP 2002!

poxy, half of audrey, puhui, jojo, darho!

resident camwhorers at the nice greeny board :D

ben&jerry's buddies!

YAYYY! today we had awesome p6GEP reunion, where we met the teachers, got interviewed, caught up with each toehr reminiscing about old times (where so many of our memories seemed to involve the silly esacapdes and happenings of a certain someone XD), did wonderful body-spelling (courtesy of the guys), jumped for no particular reason but to join the body-spelling guys :DDDDDD, ate lunch, complained about school, freaked out over how we didn't know what to do with our lifes, annoyed the foodcourt ppl with our constant changing of seats and REALISED HOW MUCH WE MISSED EACH OTHER :))

haha and we camwhored like we can camwhore, with darren ho the experienced camwhorer who realised that "to keep your memories, we have to be bold or daring or bu yao lian " or somethign to that tune anyway. :D

body-spelling was the cool! credit goes to darren and zhiwen who conspiratorically told the teachers they wanted airtime at the end of the interviews. to which the teachers (who know us OH SO WELL) replied something along the lines of is it weird or smth haha. yayy so the guys bodyspelt i heart GEP and we randomly jumped at the end just to obscure their faces :D but the P of GEP tried to jump too HAHAHAHAH darren!

yay then we had lunch where pox and i realised koky is very nice to suan :D haha and we

-interjection-

this post has been lingering in the draft folder for EONS and i realise that everyone's waiting for photos haha and they can;t really be bothered what words come package with it. so yes, i will continue my WORDY passgae some other time! and post all the pics now. even though i'm reminded that i still have 6q nat day photos and class outing and unfinished p6GEP photos to post! oh the joys and trials of camwhoring to SUCH an extent (((:

i think i've just found my no.1 pet peeve. ooh yet another step towards self-actualisation! (: mmhm i absolutely abhor uncouthness, and it's in its most unsettling and irate form when people swear. when something of earth-shattering significance happens and it just SO happens to slip past yr lips, i can still understand. but when it's for absolutely no rhyme nor reason, no call or cause, it's one of the most putting-off thing that i will EVER come across.

maybe it's just me, maybe i'm just too stiff and uptight about this, too overly inflexible and unseeing. but i believe in what i believe in and do i even dare say this, but in every aspect it's my right. i'm probably coming across as really self-righteous and pompous now, but what can i say but i really feel this way. [haha it rhymes!] and it's just this slowly simmering ache within me that just needed to have expression given to it.

and there, i've done it. for myself, and in utter defiance to what others may think, i STILL feel this way.

-anne

haha muddddday frisbee comps! which were funfunfun even though ahemahemahem :D haha and let me present to you an impossible task FIND ME! hoho how wonderfully amusing ironies are :D and yes, i played and was muddy okay but i cleaned up nicely unlike the others HAHA. and squishing in the mud actually felt quite therepeutic after the intial 0.0 at the extent of muddiness (((:

i think i have alot of things to say, but they're just lodged somewhere between my heart and my head and typing doesn't seem to pry it any looser. so well, goodnight! or morning for that matter

hands so empty

yet a heart so full

assure me once again

that Your promise always holds true (:

-anne

waltzing around like mary-flipping-poppins!

Quote for the day

Don't go around saying the world owes you a living. The world owes you nothing. It was here first. -- Mark Twain